We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Now

by Sonia Tetlow

supported by
/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $9.99 USD  or more

     

1.
Now 03:51
Now A crystal kind of clarity Has taken hold of me And I wonder could it be now? When every last reason why Has found its lost alibi I wonder could it be now? With eyes wide open I am here I am here I never could be sure enough To rock that beachhead front And I wonder could it be now? When all of my past remorse Has given way to a fuck-all course I wonder could it be now? With eyes wide open I am here I am here No more waiting No more wanting No more wasting now No more chasing No more faking No more fading out
2.
Hard Fought Year It’s been a hard fought year just getting by Trying to decide where to go from here And that old constant change, it sure takes its toll On battle-weary souls that got lost along the way And the night comes too soon We need more light to get through this labyrinth life It’s the promise of the hunt that gets us every time Hooked on our own lines blind to the situation That from the cradle to the grave there is no better way Than choosing not to play these no-win warring games Cuz in the fight we all loose Sight of right the humble truth to this labyrinth life So come on now Lay down your arms Your words as weapons (down) Your hate-filled blaming (now) Open your eyes Your hearts and minds Cuz this great divide Is just illusion Is just illusion And in the fight we all loose Sight of right, the humble truth We need more light to get through this labyrinth life
3.
I tried to catch a dragon’s tail to take a spin around On a tongue of flame to light my way Cuz I wanted everything to mean everything But who am I to judge the depth of days? And that’s alright by me now That’s alright by me now Cuz every road I’ve traveled has brought me to this place To the here and now standing before you And though I still can’t figure out this changing lullaby I am filled by the thrill of the life we’ve lived through And that’s alright by me now That’s alright by me now So take a long look around This moment might never come again And all alone we may die But tonight we’re all together as friends And that’s alright by me now That’s alright by me now…
4.
Slow Burning 05:14
In the pitch-black morning I load into my car And take to the strangled streets with my travel guitar For another day running hoping to find In the clock time clicking down a clear ride (chorus) Cuz I’m on fire slow burning I can’t see past this day turning What’s to come Lord? I am afraid So I keep my eyes wide and drive into the rain Five hundred miles used to seem like a lifetime to me It was a lifeline at a time I had to leave But love is a taut tether that’ll slingshot you round And it’s hard to find your feet on shifting ground (chorus) No no no no no Can you show me the way? No no no no no Can you give me a sign? No no no no no Can you hold me and say it’ll be okay? (chorus)
5.
Inside Out 04:01
Inside Out Don’t bring me water when I need more wine Don’t keep me waiting when I want a good time Don’t leave me hanging baby by a thread unraveling Cuz I don’t know where to go I can’t stay where I been ‘til then (chorus) I’m on the outside trying to get in staring through the window at all the winners wearing grins I’m on the inside pining to get out Thinking about all the freaks I call friends in a world without Glass walls Don’t give me whiskey when my mouth’s a drought Don’t get me started when I need a time out Don’t box me in with your words of welcoming Cuz I can’t stay in one place I can’t run this rat’s race again (chorus) They say be careful what you wish for The grass you see may not be greener It’s just a question of perspective And the desires of fickle dreamers (chorus)
6.
Tripline 05:28
Tripline It started as a wire A tripline of a conversation Armed with desire And blown by every breath But did you know? Could you tell? It was twisting tightly around my neck ‘til I choked into a liar Tongue-tied as my intent And I know there’s no turning back this clock of time Once we show that our hearts have crossed that line And I realized yesterday Another way I got it wrong Trying to negotiate While barely hanging on How could I ask of you To pretend that what might have been Was just something we could navigate With no air left in the room And I know there’s no turning back this clock of time Once we show that our hearts have crossed that line And everything I wanted and all the things I promised I could never keep and still be true And all the ways you showed me and all the things you told me Are the reason that I still miss you Would you know all that I mean If I said I’m sorry? I’m so sorry
7.
Trick Coin 02:49
Trick Coin For L. Mulry Tetlow I remember calling in the dead of the night It gave you such a fright I know Where are you? you said and what? and how? and when? And oh my God again and again (chorus) And time has taught me now the trick coin of tragedy is a two-headed bastard thief taking everyone down I don’t know what’s worse to be the wounded or the witness Cuz both will curse the gifted and the brave And send you raging through the sorrow daring each tomorrow To try to put you this time in your grave (chorus) I see you in me In the shine of your eyes Looking in mine (chorus)
8.
Numb 04:55
Numb Tail lights snake down the highway Pulling me down through the dark My eyes full of red I got this buzz in my head Don’t know how I made it this far (chorus) I feel numb Painfully dumb I want to cut loose and run As far and fast as I can All I remember was knowing The cold blank face of fear I was holding my breath from the edge kiss of death ‘til I got the hell out of there (chorus) What marks the start Still haunts my heart Time sped up round the century And I grew old but alive I thought I’d been saved from that ghost from my grave But no one leaves life alive (chorus)
9.
Don’t Hold Me To It If you lend me a nickel I’ll give you a dime I’ll sign my name on the dotted line Swear an oath on my mama’s name She don’t care much all the same (chorus) And memory serves the moment for me So everything I say I do believe But don’t hold me to it Don’t hold me to it I can build a house with my own two hands Blow my horn like Shamarr can Woo and win every woman I see Cuz when we’re making love baby I’m a dream (chorus) It ain’t that complicated It’s just another tall tale But you got to keep it separated Before the court hauls you to jail Don’t testify a lie Don’t you testify a lie You got to do what you say and say what you do Live your life like mama told you to And when it’s time to go you better pack it in Don’t stay out looking for that whiskey sin But memory serves the moment for me so everything I say I do believe I heard the truth can set you free But don’t hold me to it Don’t hold me to it
10.
Grains of Sand There will come a day when you think you’ve had enough There will come a day when you throw your hands up There will come a day when you say that this wasn’t what I planned And you trade in your lost hope for desert sand And in that wide open land With no seeming sign of life alive You will try to get by like those brown thistle thorns That thirst every day but still find a way to survive And there will come a day when everything will change Rivers will rise and run like raging veins The sky will break wide open and rain will finally fall And you will recall that we are all just grains of sand

about

Sonia Tetlow is musician who studies the craft of song, a songwriter who performs with abandon, giving herself freely to the moment of live music making. While Tetlow’s music career has spanned from “punker snarls to banjo pickin' reflection,” she has always been a rock and roller at heart. It’s been three years since Tetlow has released a solo record (A Place for Everyone, November 2014), and roughly one year since she announced her departure from alterna-grass band Roxie Watson.

Her new record, “Now,” signals a new era for Tetlow. Though the breadth of her musical journey shines through, there is no room for compromise--this is Tetlow at her purest, in songwriting and soundscape. “I’ve never been afraid to put it all out there in song,” she comments. Heavy topics, such as the passing of Tetlow’s father earlier this year, clearly inform a number of the songs on the record; yet many, including “Now,” ring determined, hopeful, uplifting. “Essentially [”Now”] is a song that’s about trying to get out of my own way,” she explains. “It’s the last song that I wrote for the album and it made sense that it would sort of culminate in that...a lot of these songs are about reconciling with the past and trying to live in the moment and be at peace with it.”

credits

released November 2, 2017

Josh Birmingham – drums, percussion, harmony vocals
Luke Campolieta – additional guitars
Matt Henderson – Rhodes keyboard, Moog synth
Jimmy “Bones” McAlpin – electric guitar
Amy Ray – harmony vocals Seersha – harmony vocals
Sonia Tetlow – acoustic guitar, vocals
Ben Williams – bass, harmony vocals

Amy Ray appears courtesy of Indigo Girls on “Hard Fought Year” and “Tripline”

Album design by Amy Mann
Produced by Ben Williams
Engineered by Luke Campolieta
Recorded at The Zone (Norcross, Georgia)
All songs by Sonia Tetlow. ©2017

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Sonia Tetlow Atlanta, Georgia

Sonia Tetlow is musician who studies the craft of song, a songwriter who performs with abandon, giving herself freely to the moment of live music making. Her music blends Atlanta indie and hints of punk rock with the New Orleans rhythms of her roots. She has had the pleasure of sharing the stage with artists such as Patti Smith, Indigo Girls, and Paul Sanchez and the Rolling Road Show. ... more

contact / help

Contact Sonia Tetlow

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Sonia Tetlow, you may also like: